The morning came again
She opened her eyes
She was alive, but she could barely breathing
Life seemed so bitter those days
Her world fell apart
She drowned in every broken piece that had been left
She screamed, but nobody listened
She cried, but nobody noticed
She begged for some help, but nobody cared
Where are you?
Where are you when I need you the most?
Why did you break all the promises we made?
Why did you leave me with nothing but pain?
I thought you will be the last one standing when everybody leaves, but how could you do this to me?
She repeated those questions all over again as she began to lose herself more
She repeated again
Again
She asked why
But all she got was a strong silence
And there came the day
The day she never thought would grow her hope
The day she started to think that maybe, she could have faith in someone again
He came so suddenly as the wind blew
He came so suddenly that she felt so mesmerized with his presence
But no, she would not risk everything again
She had no courage to place even a tiny piece of her expectations in him just to see herself fall again afterwards
But once again, no. She could never resist him
The butterflies she only felt by the presence of him alone
The feeling of peace she experienced while he was there
The thought of how happy she was with him, and how she will always be
Why, why me?
She asked again
Why did you give me everything I always needed?
Why did you do all the things I always dreamed of?
Don’t you think I am not worth it for someone like you?
But he, he never told her why
He never answered her questions
He did not even say a single word
But all, almost all he did amazed her
He made her remember how it felt to be overwhelmed with joy
He made her believe that the rain had finally turn into a rainbow
He made her world turn brighter, as he lighten up hers and made the darkness in her world disappeared
He made her realized that there was nothing, nothing could replace the place in her heart he already taken
He made her let her hope grows again
He made her could do nothing except to place her faith in him
He made her feel loved by who she is
He made her write this as the feeling of gratitude of having him around
He, he is you.
You, the one who reads it now.
Thanks for everything we had been through all these times.
I am, and I will always looking forward for countless memories and experiences we are about to make
You do, and you will always have a part in everything I do
ILY, K :)
